This week has
been weird. Moving here all the way from Southern California has been a big
transition. I thought I was ready, but I’ve come to realize I am homesick, not
just for my family, but the life and the routine I had at home as well as my
friends. Also it has been a rough week because there was a tragedy at home and dealing with that along with all this change has been hard. So life at American university overall is very
different and the change happened so quickly I think I am still adjusting and
getting used to everything.
Surprisingly I
enjoy all my classes and my professors. Global Cities is a very unique and
interesting class which I am sad only occurs once a week. I was thoroughly
surprised by my Chinese class. I was very unsure as to whether or not I would like
it, but the professor has really made the class something I look forward too. I
am also taking writing 100 and while it is not my favorite class so far I have
no complaints. Of course I am taking World Politics, and during the last class
we discussed Awiti. I did not participate much in the large class discussion because
I was very intent on learning and hearing from my classmates, but in our
smaller groups I gave my thoughts about the novel.
Honestly, it was
one of the hardest pieces of literature I have ever had to read. The extreme
descriptions of the rapes and murders really affected me, so it took me awhile
to get through the book because I had to pause and take a few breaths before
reading on. I believe Awiti had every right to exact revenge on all those
people. The only time she ever crossed a line in my mind was when she poisoned
the children. Awiti’s hate was only intensified during her immortal life
because she constantly surrounded herself with people who were suffering or
people who had hate in their hearts. Being around people for long periods of
time means you will begin to act like them and that is what happened to Awiti. Her
tunnel vision took over and she never talked to the black victims of her
destruction, nor did she help those whose lives she affected, like the
professor.
I’m excited for
next week!